Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 5:40 AM
Today, i found out the reason to my biggest flaw.
Sometimes i gave you the 'weird, stupid, idiotic, unreasonable' behaviour, attitude and stuff like that. I know it's horrible. When i returned home in the evening, there was a strong tension in the atmosphere. Something must be wrong, i thought to myself. I quickly grab a bite and finish up my chores. My parents started quarreling, they were so called 'debating', i don't wish to know what was the reason that started the dispute but i just want peace! Gosh, what date is today? Yes! Just the second day of CNY! However this dispute made known of my mistakes. The way my parents quarrel sounded like us, baby. I am my 'dad'! I am speaking excatly like my DAD. The harsh tone, unreasonable attitude! That totally sucks! I swear i am behaving excatly like him. I really hope you know that i grew up in a violent family, in my primary school life, i had never have peace in my sleep. The reason partly was because of my parents. I'm sorry i know i should not let my father infulence me but i'm staying in my family for a long-term. you see, i really hope you can understand me. ):
I will try my v.best. and i am sorry.
