Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 9:21 PM
To my dearest,
Aloysius, the beginning on this year. I am happy that you told me the truth. What your brother said about me it's true. But i don't understand why must he interfere in our relationship? Dose the matter bothers him? I know he cares for you. At least you have a sibling to care for you. Like yesterday night on the phone, i did not meant anything out of pityness, yet, you said in a sarcastic tone "pitiful". Maybe you will say i am jumping in assumptions again. Then you will give me the theories. I know in life there are theories, but you know what? Each of us has different theories. You may not understand my theory too. We as humans has different individuals thinking.
Maybe you are right, I am not understanding, just want to win. Winner right? Like what you have said yesterday. You have hurt me way too deep by saying all those stuff.
You make think i always mention the word "break up". Do you think i like it? Because i have been giving you chances after chances. Agree? And each time you have to drink and get drunk. Must you follow your brother steps?
But i have to tell you no matter what happens i really want to stay with you but, you always hurt me and make me cry.
