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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 9:21 PM
To my dearest,
Aloysius, the beginning on this year. I am happy that you told me the truth. What your brother said about me it's true. But i don't understand why must he interfere in our relationship? Dose the matter bothers him? I know he cares for you. At least you have a sibling to care for you. Like yesterday night on the phone, i did not meant anything out of pityness, yet, you said in a sarcastic tone "pitiful". Maybe you will say i am jumping in assumptions again. Then you will give me the theories. I know in life there are theories, but you know what? Each of us has different theories. You may not understand my theory too. We as humans has different individuals thinking.
Maybe you are right, I am not understanding, just want to win. Winner right? Like what you have said yesterday. You have hurt me way too deep by saying all those stuff. You make think i always mention the word "break up". Do you think i like it? Because i have been giving you chances after chances. Agree? And each time you have to drink and get drunk. Must you follow your brother steps?
But i have to tell you no matter what happens i really want to stay with you but, you always hurt me and make me cry.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 6:53 AM
Firstly, i want to thank my great perfect friends and my darling.
I want to thank Atirah for her lovely cake. It tasted really delicious, i swear! I want to thank Rashidah for her photo album with beautiful "kenangan"(correct spelling?) I want to thank Azimah for her necklace, it's really special! I have never received such present in my life. (: Thanks B for giving me such a big presents, and being there for me when i need you. To the other great friends, thanks or wishing me and remembering my birthday.
Dedicated to myself: Happy Birthday 2009!
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 8:16 AM
:D
Few hours ago, i went to ice skating show. It was totally awesome.
Happy Birthday to myself!
my wishes: I wish that my wishes can come true.
Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 5:17 AM
I'm not the same anymore. Don't expect me to treat you well, if you do this to me.
@ 12:38 AM
Today is Christmas Eve, awesome right?
Its true, don't really feel the 'festive season'.
You know what? I really want to thank my family for the birthday presents, mostly 'red packets'. Thank you my dearest family!
4 more days to my birthday, i don't feel excited or happy about it. It's just a day and soon it will be over.
my true feelings;
from then on,
i began too see you
as another person.
It's true.
I don't want to say any
further.
But i believe i won't let you
affect myself.
Bye people, Merry Christmas. Ho ho ho...
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
i am speechless.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 2:50 AM
Hey people,
Christmas Day is coming, which also means that my pocket will have a big hole. Which also means this year I am afraid that i cannot afford to buy presents for all.
D:
Jia you bah!
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 7:14 AM
Yaw! I finally went to the Bookfest, how i wish i can go again! D:
The stuff there was really cheap! But today did not manage to buy any files or stationery. D: I want to go again.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 3:39 AM
This Korean Drama "Cruel Temptation" maybe nice. However for the first time in my life, I switched off the TV and went into my room with frustrations, because of this drama. The content should be rated R21 not because of violence, gory or sexual scenes but it is a feeling that i can never describe. The so called mistress inside the drama don't even feel remorseful after doing so many evil deeds. The worst of all was the 'beast' husband. The sight of him makes me want to puke. I just can't stand it. I have decided not to watch this drama anymore!
@ 2:14 AM
Hey people,
It has been a long time since i blog. I can't wait for tomorrow, I am going for the Bookfest @ Suntect. Haha, now my friends can't stop me :P
27 December, I am going for a ice-skating show with my Mum, Aunt Grace and her friend. :D Bye!
My father is going into the line of business. Guess what kind of business is he interested in? Selling ginseng! Yesterday at my grandmother's place he repeated 4times about his future plans. He said maybe he has to make a trip to China next year to check out his ginseng. My father even knows details about ginseng. He spoke as if he is professionalised in this trade. It's good to have a dream, although it was really random. I will support him! (: