It's A Never Ending Story.

2010-05-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hey people, exam results was a big blow to me. i'm really sad for my maths results especially. Anyway i scored a B3 for my science paper, to achieve this kind of results it's kind of alright, as this was the first time taking express paper. (happy with my chemistry result A1!!! HEHEHE) WHAT IS DONE IS DONE!!! I shall not go and bother any further, dose not mean i don't care right ? ALL WE CAN DO IS TO WORK HARDER!

ICE-SKATING ROCKS!

2010-05-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

Ice skating rocks ! (:

It was really really really really fun ! x10000000000000000000000000000000000000

Although , it was kind of expensive 7 of us total of $128 . It was really worth it ! At first I was kind of unstable , hehehe but i tried very hard in the end I am able to skate (: Marhdiana and Saira tried and did well as well (: One word ---- EXTREMELY FUN
It was quite a pity that the rest'(RAA) did not join us.

After skating went for serivce.

Alright, I'm quite of tired . Gtg bye !

2010-05-14T02:19:00.000-07:00

I miss this place!

People! Exams are finally over! *smiles*

Heyheyhey! I can't wait for tomorrow, i might be going ice-skating or cycling with my friends(:

I'm going on a fitness training from now on. Hehe --- my aim is to loose 7kg (Determination is the key to success)

Hmmm... actually i don't really have much to say. Goodbye.

I miss someone suddenly... that's a werid werid feeling.

2010-05-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

My Mum told me she's going to get me a new phone.(Left) I'm kind of sad leaving my old phone behind.

2010-05-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Azimah! (: ~ 11 MAY 2010

Today it's 12 MAY 2010! It is so called the 'last paper'. How am I feeling? I'm so relieved.
Today's Prinicple of Accounts difficulty level from 1 to 5, i will rate it at a 3.5. > 10 year series questions are much harder. Anyway next Monday I'm going to Malaysia 'Kupkup' going there for a geography trip. What i yearn even more is the SEAFOOD DINNER (:

Alright...thinking back...i still have science express paper to go.
I'm anticipating for my results!
Atirah, don't feel upset. I know how you feel (it's terrible) like, 'study so hard for the paper yet i cannot really do well!' One of the worse feeling in life. CHEERY UP! ---anyway i want to say something here, but i think you will kill me. (I bet you know what i'm thinking! Smiles!)

Today while my friends were approaching the mall. Rashidah blew bubbles! 'bubbly, bubble, BUBBLES!' Do you know how Lady Gaga got her dance step inspiration from? Answer: Bubbles (Try it out! - it's simple, ask a friend of yours to blow bubbles everywhere and try to catch and burst it with your fingers or plam -.-)
Tell me see if it works! (:

Lalalalalala RARA! <---------- blogger seems faulty with other colours. Okay brb for more interesting craps! Now it's 7 o clock! Here comes Ahjuma! (((((:

IT'S JUST NOT MY DAY.

2010-04-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

Today actually wanted to spring clean the house, but something not pleasant happened. I feel really guilty. I want to thank my friends for being there for me, thanks Saira & Rashidah. If it was not for both of you, i might be dead by now.

To my dearest,

Don't ever think i have forgotten about you. YOU ARE REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME!
(: I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU LOTS!

2010-04-27T03:09:00.001-07:00

Hey friends,

This few days happened many unhappy problems. Sometimes, i almost felt like fainting each time. I really don't know what to do...

Today i did my science pratical (Chem&Physics). It was fun and stressing. Hahaha, this is my first time. Hope that i can score well! (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjKrpxjp7ao&feature=related

2010-04-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

Watch that! Nice song. ((:

2010-04-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hehehe (:

Today is Friday, my resting day!

I solute my Chemistry teacher, very efficient! That's better right? I do not want to mention this particular teacher name. I think that he should learn from our class 'chem teacher'. Anyway i did score quite acceptable for my Chemistry test, 80%. (:

2010-04-22T03:10:00.000-07:00

Hey,

It have been a long long time since i post!

recently many many things had happen. (Happy & Sad)

Exams are around the Conner. -Wishing everyone best of luck! (:

History repeated itself again, i never wanted anything to happen, i just wish nothing of this will happen that affect all of us. It's rather heartening to see us fight. (Forgive and Forget)

Not forgetting about my dearest baby, love ya, study hard alright? Pursue your dreams!

Harmony in family bits in prosperity. Let's change the verse,
Harmony in friendship bits in prosperity.

My friends that i will never forget RAA,

till next time!
Goodbye,

Happy Holidays!

2010-03-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hi friends,

Tomorrow I will be going to Bintan with my schoolmates for some entrepreneurship. I have just finished packing my baggage. I'm seriously tired.
A few people i will miss over the 3 days,
1)I will miss my daddy for sure! I did not see him for almost 1 week plus. ):
2)Sure of course, i will definitely miss Baby and Atirah as well!
It was quite a pity both of them can't join us!

Let's talk about school:
1)Holiday's here (: (time to rest but i doubt i can)
2)Moment of pride: I scored well for Chemistry CA2, top in class? I guess it was the first time.
3)Lot's of homework to complete!
4)Red Cross is making me double the busyness
5)Life lesson by Miss Ng: Will power and sacrifices.
POA question 8 --- KiKi & LaLa
6) Worse thing that had happened: I failed my English ):

About friends:
1) RAA got a little fight with R (hahaha, it's over! We are now even bonded)
2) All of us are stressed out because of POA!

About BABY:
1)He is my cute, caring little baby (:
2) This month 10 MARCH was his birthday!
3) I bought him a bag for his bdae! - Hard time to find one, his taste is superior!
4) I will miss him for sure!

Something i really wish to do:
I'm yearning to go for LADY GAGA'S concert. I find her really really cool!
I love her!

2010-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

Hi friends,

The video i have posted is really interesting, watch it!
This was a story in the reader's digest, two men from London kept a 'cub' as a pet. One day they have to bring the grown up pet to Africa. Years later, they had a reunion. The video seems like a hollywood drama right?

I love my baby forever & always

2010-02-15T05:40:00.000-08:00

Today, i found out the reason to my biggest flaw.

Sometimes i gave you the 'weird, stupid, idiotic, unreasonable' behaviour, attitude and stuff like that. I know it's horrible. When i returned home in the evening, there was a strong tension in the atmosphere. Something must be wrong, i thought to myself. I quickly grab a bite and finish up my chores. My parents started quarreling, they were so called 'debating', i don't wish to know what was the reason that started the dispute but i just want peace! Gosh, what date is today? Yes! Just the second day of CNY! However this dispute made known of my mistakes. The way my parents quarrel sounded like us, baby. I am my 'dad'! I am speaking excatly like my DAD. The harsh tone, unreasonable attitude! That totally sucks! I swear i am behaving excatly like him. I really hope you know that i grew up in a violent family, in my primary school life, i had never have peace in my sleep. The reason partly was because of my parents. I'm sorry i know i should not let my father infulence me but i'm staying in my family for a long-term. you see, i really hope you can understand me. ):
I will try my v.best. and i am sorry.

2010-02-14T05:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Today was a really really busy day, i feel kind of tired too.

I will post more later.

2010-02-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

Finally it's over, common tests are over! It ends today!
I'm rather disappointed in my English results but it's alright I can always try harder next time!
I took my Out Of Stream Chemistry and Physics papers, i can conclude that it was manageable. I just hope that everyone will achieve their desire results. (:

Many things happened this week, i just don't want to talk about the unhappy moments. I believe in 'forgive and forget'

_CNY_
I totally broke down just now. My mind was blank, i am carrying a heavy burden with me. I'm responsible for the carnival and i must do it perfectly. SCREAMS* i feel so stress.

Atirah, thanks for the treat! (:
Lalala, fat elmo!

2010-02-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

What's up people!

This week is common test week! It was English paper today, indeed it was rather difficult!
Got back our mock test(chemistry) too.

Just many test & exams! Still have to memorise for SS!

2010-01-25T01:41:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since i blog.
Just a song to lighten up my blog atmosphere?

Past 1 month in 2010.
I can say that not everything runs smoothly. I tired to make myself happy, however some problems and issues just can't get out of my mind. Hopefully one day, it will soon disappear!

Next week will be our common test. I totally freak out sometimes for my science. I think i want to drop off from Out Of Stream. In my opinion, i am considered lucky enough to enter that programme. I don't think i am really good in my science. Frankly, the paper last year was easy. I will just see how it goes, how God decided my fate for me.

Today

Social Studies test.

I did not managed to complete my last paragraph . I felt totally disappointed in myself. I putin my best effort in memorising the essay, and yet. Nevermind.

2009-12-31T21:21:00.000-08:00

To my dearest,

Aloysius, the beginning on this year. I am happy that you told me the truth. What your brother said about me it's true. But i don't understand why must he interfere in our relationship? Dose the matter bothers him? I know he cares for you. At least you have a sibling to care for you. Like yesterday night on the phone, i did not meant anything out of pityness, yet, you said in a sarcastic tone "pitiful". Maybe you will say i am jumping in assumptions again. Then you will give me the theories. I know in life there are theories, but you know what? Each of us has different theories. You may not understand my theory too. We as humans has different individuals thinking.

Maybe you are right, I am not understanding, just want to win. Winner right? Like what you have said yesterday. You have hurt me way too deep by saying all those stuff.
You make think i always mention the word "break up". Do you think i like it? Because i have been giving you chances after chances. Agree? And each time you have to drink and get drunk. Must you follow your brother steps?

But i have to tell you no matter what happens i really want to stay with you but, you always hurt me and make me cry.

2009-12-29T06:53:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i want to thank my great perfect friends and my darling.

I want to thank Atirah for her lovely cake. It tasted really delicious, i swear!
I want to thank Rashidah for her photo album with beautiful "kenangan"(correct spelling?)
I want to thank Azimah for her necklace, it's really special! I have never received such present in my life. (:
Thanks B for giving me such a big presents, and being there for me when i need you.
To the other great friends, thanks or wishing me and remembering my birthday.

Dedicated to myself: Happy Birthday 2009!

2009-12-27T08:16:00.000-08:00

:D

Few hours ago, i went to ice skating show.
It was totally awesome.

Happy Birthday to myself!

my wishes:
I wish that my wishes can come true.

2009-12-24T05:17:00.001-08:00

I'm not the same anymore. Don't expect me to treat you well, if you do this to me.

2009-12-24T00:38:00.000-08:00

Today is Christmas Eve, awesome right?

Its true, don't really feel the 'festive season'.

You know what? I really want to thank my family for the birthday presents, mostly 'red packets'.
Thank you my dearest family!

4 more days to my birthday, i don't feel excited or happy about it. It's just a day and soon it will be over.

my true feelings;

from then on,

i began too see you

as another person.

It's true.

I don't want to say any

further.

But i believe i won't let you

affect myself.

Bye people, Merry Christmas. Ho ho ho...

2009-12-17T19:19:00.000-08:00

i am speechless.

2009-12-15T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hey people,

Christmas Day is coming, which also means that my pocket will have a big hole. Which also means this year I am afraid that i cannot afford to buy presents for all.

D:

Jia you bah!

2009-12-12T07:14:00.000-08:00

Yaw! I finally went to the Bookfest, how i wish i can go again! D:

The stuff there was really cheap! But today did not manage to buy any files or stationery. D:
I want to go again.

2009-12-11T03:39:00.000-08:00

This Korean Drama "Cruel Temptation" maybe nice. However for the first time in my life, I switched off the TV and went into my room with frustrations, because of this drama. The content should be rated R21 not because of violence, gory or sexual scenes but it is a feeling that i can never describe. The so called mistress inside the drama don't even feel remorseful after doing so many evil deeds. The worst of all was the 'beast' husband. The sight of him makes me want to puke. I just can't stand it. I have decided not to watch this drama anymore!

2009-12-11T02:14:00.001-08:00

Hey people,

It has been a long time since i blog.
I can't wait for tomorrow, I am going for the Bookfest @ Suntect. Haha, now my friends can't stop me :P

27 December, I am going for a ice-skating show with my Mum, Aunt Grace and her friend. :D
Bye!

News

2009-12-08T19:42:00.000-08:00

Fiona Xie is back.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/xin/20091208/ten-349-fiona-xie-breaks-silence-based-d-3c1b9bc.html

2009-12-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling really happy today!

2009-12-06T20:50:00.000-08:00

My Dad's Big Dream

My father is going into the line of business. Guess what kind of business is he interested in? Selling ginseng! Yesterday at my grandmother's place he repeated 4times about his future plans. He said maybe he has to make a trip to China next year to check out his ginseng.
My father even knows details about ginseng. He spoke as if he is professionalised in this trade.
It's good to have a dream, although it was really random. I will support him! (:

2009-12-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

Hey people,

Thanks for visiting my new blog! (: